frustration
This is utterly upsetting!
The college I thought I'd belong to for the next three years just, only just, informed me that my place is still on hold because I've yet to show them evidence of my A-level results. Which I think is terrible because in their letter to me they clearly ticked the box next to the "not required to send evidence" statement! And so I've just found out that not only is my accommodation and visa uncertain, my place in the university itself hasn't been confirmed yet!! Don't you think that's terrible? It's dreadful that they should make such an administrative error, with all it's scary consequences. Horrid headache!
And out of sheer frustration, I started shouting at everyone, which I now hate myself for because in three weeks time (and one day before mummy's birthday, just imagine) I'll not see them again for a full nine months. I'm obviously also not helping matters at all because my sister, who's about to take prelim exams, is very highly strung and now she's crying and blowing her nose. What to do, what to do? Have faith and trust that His plans for you are good, my mum says, pray and don't worry. I really am worrying for no good reason right, but I am.
Something else not entirely unrelated, I hate computer games!!! In particular this one called Warcraft 3. It's taking all my self-control not to break into someone's house and delete it from the com.
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